Wednesday, February 22, 2006

Whose "choice" is this?

Jasmine is struggling with her decision regarding her pregnancy but seems to be leaning towards abortion because of her boyfriend's wishes.

if he decided to want to keep the baby...I would TOTALLY keep it....

When we agreed yes to keeping it one afternoon, we talked about naming the baby, what the baby would look like...complexion, eyes, nose, hair..and then the rest of the day would go by...and nothing would be talked about..then he woke me up that night to tell me that he doesn't want to keep it...because he's not ready to settle down....

Later that afternoon as I was taking him to work we argued at the fact that I said I'm keeping the baby...and he was giving me the guilt trips...after a few mins...he agreed to keeping the baby again...and then...the next morning..after he dropped me off at work..he went to an abortion clinic...talked to a counselor...and then came back to me with paperwork that its okay to have an abortion....

I mentioned to him...that if he and I were to break up...I would keep the baby...I don't know why I said that....

If the money doesn't come by the 11th week...I'm not going to go through the abortion. I think it would be too risky on my body. and then..I'd actually get to keep the baby~! .

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